Illusionyou were the entrance. a grand archway with tall oak doors and an intricate Design.Illusion
I was an outsider and
tired of being alone. everything with you was new and exciting, but most of all, promising. I began to feel the
misguided stirrings of hope.
Your hand was the doorknob. I took and turned it unthinkingly, hoping for Utopia. As if such a place really exists.
The image you drew in my head was fantasy. Fianally my craving for connection would be quenched.
But sadly, reality painted a different p
Eh.Sometimes I pretend you actuallyEh.
mean the things you say and do.
Like,
“I'll catch you.” And
holding hands. And driving me home late at night.
I pretend like when I say
“I don't need anyone” and you say “You need me” that you really mean it.
I pretend like we could actually be good together when I know thats a lie.
I pretend like I don't see your girlfriend's
picture on the dashboard of your car.
And then I pretend like this all means
something important. But i
fieldsolemn stalks of wheat stand beneath an unsympathetic sun.field
his scornful attempts to silence us
end unsuccessfully.
his yays are reaching,
clawing at all in a sick desire to strangle, to suffocate me.
there is no escape.
his sarcastic sneer becomes
more apparent with the notice of your absence.
Come Back.
desperation stirs within. with a sinking sensation I begin to
know what lost hope really is.
A maniacal melody sounds. *sinister silence* His satisfied laugh ends in a snarl as
we sl
Emotion.You've become the catalyst for a wave ofEmotion.
emotions I've tried not to feel for years.
I've discovered why I don't let myself feel too much love or too much friendship or too much fun or too much anything.
It's because
I'll have to let the bad in with the
good and Im scared of turning into
him.
I don't want to
hurt people, and I'm tired of being hurt.
So I think I'll just dig my hole
a little deeper and
pull myself inside myself.
Tagged
Neutral
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I don't aspire to be an artist, I aspire to make art.
Simchick and I have this really funny joke;
*Says something that only you and I understand*
--
*Says something that only you and I understand*
Lol, ZjLaFleur ^.^
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I don't aspire to be an artist, I aspire to make art.
Simchick and I have this really funny joke;
*Says something that only you and I understand*
--
I don't aspire to be an artist, I aspire to make art.
Simchick and I have this really funny joke;
*Says something that only you and I understand*
--
*Says something that only you and I understand*
Lol, ZjLaFleur ^.^
--
I don't aspire to be an artist, I aspire to make art.
Simchick and I have this really funny joke;
*Says something that only you and I understand*
--
*Says something that only you and I understand*
Lol, ZjLaFleur ^.^
--
I don't aspire to be an artist, I aspire to make art.
Simchick and I have this really funny joke;
*Says something that only you and I understand*
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